Struggle.

And sometimes you just want to give up because you are not making anything any better. Sometimes you just have to accept that you are not good enough… or do you?

I don’t get it. I can’t accept it. I want to fight. I need to fight.

I can’t live with myself knowing that I am not good enough. I know I am better than that, and no one should be able to tell me otherwise.

But then again, we give up. We give up on people, we give up on goals, and we give up on dreams.
Sometimes, we don’t have a choice, I know. Sometimes you don’t have time. Believe me I know.
But sometimes, I am afraid to give up. Wouldn’t it be so unfortunate if you figure out that you were so close to the finish line when you gave up?

I’d like to imagine that I am close to the finish line. I would be the worst person if I give up now.

No? Yes?

Regardless of the end result, don’t you think it is better to keep on fighting than giving up and sitting down all alone? Isn’t it better to at least have something to do for the rest of your life, even if it is just fighting with life, rather than having nothing to do and nothing to look forward to for as long as you live?

How truly miserable that life would be .