My Dedication to Angel

"To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again". "You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel, I'll always be beside you until the very end" No man is worth a woman's tears; the only one who is, will never make her cry.'And i promise this time ill certainly do tat....!

Problem Decoding

Problem Decoding
I am able to figure out what were the things that were troubling me.My extreme dissatisfaction with the people,a sense of total hopelessness,with people and work both.a constant doubt of making it in the big bad world. a constant question about the existence and the functionality. a confusion about various descriptive norms and a constant anger felt towards every person and situation around me. a feeling of never getting back what I gave and an anger at myself for not being able to give unconditional love. all these questions are slowly getting answered.

For starters,I am glad I could figure the questions out at least…

The answer I know is going to be nothing but the materialistic worlds,human nature and the great man and god .however, the process is still on and its not going to be as easy as it sounds. but as I said,its fun.

The main goal is to make myself understand the simple complexities of life...

Back to old

Back to Old

I think this new and normal phase now. Morning listening to music. feeling a lil wierd. Not used to being alone at this hour. For almost more than 4 months, i have been used to being on the phone with a friend. so feeling a lil lonely at this point. But its nice in a way in a way. no guilt. no anger for myself. its easier to sleep with my soul not being ashamed. its easier to look at self in the mirror. its easier to face others. I am true to myself now finally. Really sorry for hurting a few friends. but she too needs to get things right in her head. i got learnt lessons. she needs to learn her's too. Waiting for the time we both will be back to our own individual selves and get back to normal :)

Now

Learning at the cost of others.

A thought. just occurred. the other day, i was getting upset at our tendency of learning things at the cost of other people's happiness and peace of mind.

yesterday i realized people goof up, then feel like shit over their goofups and eventually they got over it and say they learnt from their mistakes.

so its the same thing. just like i learn lessons for myself , sometimes at the cost of other people's happiness, something similar happened with me.

i know the intensity and the intentions in both the cases were completely contradictory.
but i am glad here that if these guys are learning stuff in life at the cost of my emotions its good in a way .. atleast i could be of some good use for them in their life and its high time they learn simple things like this coz i am sure , in the future, in the world they are not gonna get friends like me on whom they can dump all the shit which rests in their mind.

so for their good and sane life ahead. cheers to my pain. cheers to their learning and growth.

sadistic pleasure, the only one i get

i hate it when a few people are happy. i get sadistic pleasure when they are sad. so is sadistic pleasure the only pleasure left in my life? i think i am a sick person, and i suck and i hate myself for this i think, when you are working, and busy and tired only then u can enjoy. if u are not at peace with urself and if u are not working hard, no matter how beautiful the world around u is, there's no way you will enjoy it

Tragedy & Hurt

Hey guys hope things are going good at Ur end.Today i reached chennai,felt so happy after reaching chennai.hey u know what , i saw the movie.its was amazing,i think by the time i say ul already would have known Wat the movie is up to, so nothing much to talk about the movie.And wanna share a lot about my journey, but u know WAT ? it ended up in a tragedy .And i hope this is not a good time , tat i can share those incidents vich happened.Cos i am a little busy now,held up with some important work and m totally upset as well.so i will let u know whether, i met someone special in Cochin r not a little later.and also will share my trip experience in my next blog.my day is totally gone cos i messed up by doing something wrong.

IT TAKES A LONG TO TIME TO EARN GOOD NAME IN SOME ONE'S HEART ....! SOMETIME (EVEN GENERATION)
BUT IT TAKES JUST A FEW SECONDS TO EARN A BAD NAME.
HO GOD Y ITS SO ...........! tat i am going wrong.

I have been bad today to someone.waited a long time to earn good name, but ended up earning bad name in a few seconds.i hate myself all my efforts went into a trash bin and i am trying a lot to figure out, wer m messing up.i pray Allah at least from now on, i should not repeat Wat i have done today in my entire life.

Cochin Trip

Cochin Trip.
Hi all this sunday i am leaving to cochin,I might meet somone special to me who is in cochin.Lets C.....!
So guys i wont to able to continue blogging for this week end,so catch you guys next week.i will update about my trip and experience after reaching chennai.
T&C catch u ..

My Bike

I just Love the way it looks,I love riding my bike so much.
My bike is my first achievement in my life.And i am so proud and happy to have it,And i should tell this for sure.Mainly my bike was a selection of someone who is very special in my life,and i can even say the one who showed me a life....! There is a value for my bike.But according to me its invaluable ...! For me...!

Happy mood

Today i am so happy as its gonna be weekend after this.And ma plans for weekends.i have booked tickets for raavan .so i will be going for the movie tom.And i am so excited and curious to watch the movie.After watching the movie for sure i will update my opinion about the movie.today i read few reviews about the movie .i hope the movie is gonna be amazing.

"What's the use of worrying?
It never was worth while,
So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag,
And smile, smile, smile.
And that is wat i am doing right now...
Gonna enjoy my weekend.

The picture I like the Most

The picture I like the Most
Do you know wat she thinks all about....?
She says I am not alone coz Loneliness is always with me.

“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.”

I love Gadgets

I love Gadgets.I love listening to music and I am madly fond of gadgets.Wen it comes to any gadget
I always like to have the best one in the market .Now i have planned to purchase a Bose Multimedia 5.1 speakers for my laptop.As the speakers are a little costly.I am short of money right now.In order to achieve this speakers.i have planned to work more hours per day and planned to earn more money going forward.And i am pretty sure that i will be able to get the speakers in a month are 2. LETS C....!

The Phone Vich i use. i just love it.

People Who r fond of camera can go for this Phone.Its just amazing....!

The MOTOZINE™ ZN5 is built to shoot: it's the only phone to use KODAK Imaging Technology and KODAK PERFECT TOUCH Technology, which together create brighter, more vivid pictures that you'll want to show off.

The MOTOZINE™ ZN5 is built to share too: you can upload your photos to the web¹ the instant you take them, or save them to share later on up to 4GB of optional expandable memory. When you're done, with ModeShift technology, just slide across the lens cover and your 5-megapixel camera instantly transforms back to a phone.

KODAK

• KODAK PERFECT TOUCH Technology enhances photos with brighter colors and sharper details.

• The only phone on the market co-developed with Kodak that enables you to upload and manage your images via KODAK EASYSHARE Software.

• Photos can be uploaded via KODAK Gallery Link and instantly shared to the KODAK Gallery¹ online in one simple click.

• Use KODAK EASYSHARE Software to quickly transfer pictures from your phone to your PC via USB. With KODAK EASYSHARE Software you can organize, edit, print, and share your photos.

SHARE

• Send your photos while on the go via MMS, WiFi¹ or Bluetooth^® wireless technology, or upload directly to the Kodak Gallery or your favorite photo site via ShoZu.¹

• Display instant slideshows on your TV³ with just one cable, or print directly to your KODAK All-in-One inkjet printers using Bluetooth^®.

FEATURES

CAMERA

Display: 2.4” 240x320 262k TFT
Memory: 350MB available memory⁴, optional removable 4GB memory card

Imaging:

• KODAK 5-megapixel Camera, auto-focus, low light optimized with Xenon flash
  
• Multi-shot mode
  
• Capture and edit modes: panorama, grayscale, sepia, negative, reddish, greenish, blueish
  
• Focal length: 5.86mm. Aperture: 2.8/5.6.
  
• Digital viewfinder

PHONE

Dimensions: 50.5mm (W) x 118mm (L) x 12mm (T) (16mm at bump)
Talk Time: up to 349 to 574 minutes⁵
Standby Time: up to 310 to 579 hours⁵
Weight: 114g
Battery: 950 mAh
Bands/Modes: GSM 850/900/1800/1900, EDGE Class 12, GPRS Class 12

Phone Features:

• Sliding the lens cover open transforms the device from phone to camera using
  ModeShift technology
  
• CrystalTalkTM technology for clear-sounding calls
  
• SMS, MMS, IM, personal e-mail¹
  
• Full HTML open source browser
  
• 3.5mm A/V jack, FM radio^6,7, music player
  
• Wi-Fi¹ enabled/ WLAN: 802.11 b/g/i
  
• Optional external memory supports up to 4GB capacity
  
• Microsoft® Windows Media® Player 11 support
  
• Stereo Bluetooth wireless technology (A2DP)²
  
• Video –C/P 15fps, MPEG4, H263
  
• TV out³

QUICK SPECS

5-megapixel camera, autofocus, Xenon flash

350 MB onboard memory⁴; up to 4 GB optional expandable memory holds up to 3,000 images

Capture and edit modes: panorama, grayscale, sepia, negative, reddish, greenish, blueish

Digital viewfinder

3.5 mm headset jack

WiFi enabled

FM Radio

KODAK EASYSHARE Software included

Pretending to be Happy

As we all know. IN OUR LIFE. Wat we Want is not wat We Get . Wat we get is not Wat we Want. But today i have decided to be happy with wat i have today. If i am not been able to be happy with wat i have today. I will Certainly Pretend to be happy with wat i have today.

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Wierd Phase Of Now

Quite alot of things on my mind. I am happy at with the way m looking at the bad things in my life with positivity. In the last few weeks i have been extremely stupid and m ashamed of my behavior. But what i am happy about is that, after months of false promises to myself, i am actually acting in a manner i should.Now its high time i take the responsibility and deal with things. its stupid to think that the problem disappears when i close my eyes. i need to deal with it. not avoid it. read the meaning of a 'fling' in the dictionary - its a brief indulgence of your impulses. Apart from that. its the time i accept that i have lost my pillars of strenght. so lets look at it this way, i have got my initial lessons, i have become the strong person i am. and now, out in the big bad world, i am by myself. Learning things in life at the expenses of others emotions sucks. its a sin. and i have to repent for it. in some way or the other.

Positive Thinking

If we think we can ...! If we think we cant...! We Are Right..!

“For myself I am an optimist - it does not seem to be much use being anything else”

I Am Going to be positive today.Lets See how its gonna workout by end of the day.
Will hope for the best.

“The positive thinker sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible.”

Leavin home with satisfaction

As i started my day with full enthu.hopefully ended with the same.
And i guess hopefully and should feel the same everyday.
And I ought to follow the same going forward.
Thanks to All Mighty Allah For being With me throughout my Success...! Everyday....!
I Believe and I Am confident that there is no stop for my Success...............
It will continue For ever........!

Being soft hearted

Everytime we have a problem in life, we say.. ok. enuff now. i am not going to let any person or situation affect my life. if it was my mistake, i let my heart be played with.. but no more. now nothing can affect me.
even i would react in a similar way. and then we get occupied in doing things which would make us stone hearted slowly.

Thats however not how its meant to me. looking at the reater goal, understanding and eventually reaching god, i learned today that it is a devotee's first quality to be soft hearted, since only then can the god and the sensitivity needed to understand god, in his heart, be alive.

So i decided that no more attempts to make myself strong and strong enough to be unaffected by emotions. its ok to have emotions. its ok not to be hurt and its ok to be affected by them since only if one has a soft heart will one be able to understand the immense love we should offer to god and the immense love he will offer in return.

Fresh ToT...!

Tuesday Today I have Planned to Rock in Ma Work.

Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.

First say to yourself what you would be;
and then do what you have to do.

My First Ever Photo Liked By everyone.

My First Ever Photo Liked By everyone.

My Dream Car For sure I will own IT One Day....!

My Dream Car For sure I will own IT One Day....!

Discovered Something in ME...

All These days i tot she is my strength .....! Only Today I Discovered she Is my Only Weakness So Far....!

MY TOT FOR THE DAY....!

I am Ready to Fight the world.if your with me.........! And I am also Ready to face the World Even If your not with me....!

Myself

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself

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