Big time sick

Been sick for 15days Now (Big time sick).Din turn up to work as well.Been having a lot of health issues since Feb 2010.
Feb 2011 Tot would be end of my life.With prayers of my parents and my well wisheres.I am here today blogging.I want to thank allah for giving me life one more time.
Falling 2nd Week of Feb.Got Fever initially.Then i tot its just a fever and took pills and continued with work.Did the same for two days after i got fever.Then all of a sudden it started increasing i mean fever.Then i was not able to even stand.some how managed a single night.Then a day after in the morning rashes appeared in my body.Then my parents conformed its a chicken Pox. 
OMG OMG....!
PPL dono how to explain uall the pain which i came across.it was end of this world.I tot i am no more.Cried to the core was not able to bare the pain.If my dad would not been there.Then end of my story.Got to thank my DAD.In a while i was not knowing what was happening to me.Was not even able to lift my hands nor my legs.My Eye Balls went on top.
ONLY Two things came into my mind First place i started telling your Name...!
Hope atleast now you ll understan wer i have kept you in my heart.
Last BREATH i told only your Name First.....! 
Afterall i tot it was my last breath which was about to leave me once for all.
But i was Happy Telling your Name...! 
Having EGO and not expressing the Feel r wat i felt wen i was sick .And the tot of my last moment.Is gonna give me nothing.And now i have learnt  to expect nothing from ppl.Which is Why I am Bold nf and frank to express my fellings.
Which is why i always don bother abt EGo nor diginity are expect anything in any relationship which means a lot to me....!
Then after one more thing which came into my mind was to soon grab a papper and pen and to write down my ATM PIN password and give tat to my dad.so tat he can atleast draw my salary and use it for the month.I was so much  worried...!  so much  worried...!
TOT what my parents will do if iam no more.Coz i have gota hell lot of commitments.I have been a piller for my Family.Then i tot somehow they will get insurance and atleast they should be alright  with that for future.Seriously i Felt like God is calling me.
Trust me people..............!!!!!!!!!
I Am going to Call are NAme it AS ....
Gravity oF Death.....!
Trust me Guys Was almost done after tat....
The reason i got chicken pox is my immune system is so poor was not able to save me from affecting.
Lack of drinking water and skipping Food wen needed.i mean not having  food at the ryt time.Not eating vegetables.Improper sleep...
Mainly not keeping yourself Heal and Healthy.
One truth i want to share at this point.There is a reason for me being like this.
You know wat...??????
Happiness Left my life...!
Which is why things drilled down me till here in my life.
And my life pulled me till here.
It took days for to me to be normal.
Even now i am just ok.But not Fine.
Now i don have energy and strength as well....
I have got strenght in my heart.Which is why i am confident tat i can support my family in someway and can achieve things in my life.
If u get  Pox after u hit 20.Trust me Guys ur almost done.It will not affect  childrens tat much
Problem starts from adult age.And i did a lil research about chicken pox.found tat it might even affect our Brain.
So So So .......pls pls pls ....!!!!!!
My Kind Advice for people who r reading this,This might sound a lil silly But Trust me ppl.You got to follow this in order to escape from wat i came across.
Please Eat well.A of lot vegetables,Fruits,Tender coconut,And keep ur body cool.
Go for a regular check up.
Keep ur health updated on monthly basis.
Its gud for yourself and for your family.
And for ppl around U.


One last thing i wanna tel u all.


In order to follow all dis u gota be Happy in the First Place.
In order to be happy you should not loose any relationship which means lot to u.


Be Honest,polite,decent and love your loved ones.Then after der ur...!


DO WAT YOU LOVE....!
LOVE WAT YOU LOVE...!


Der might be some spelling mistakes here and der.until ma message  reaches you. I am happy.
And forgive me for my mistakes.


Thanks
Mohsin